In his book, Max Lucado says, "In the great orchestra of life, you have an instrument and a song, and you owe it to God to play them both sublimely". So for now, I am playing. I am not getting out of bed everyday heading to an office, but rather staying home to play with Ella. I am not heading off to work to make a lot of important decisions, but rather staying home to play with Caroline. I am not spending my days somewhere between meetings, phone calls and emails, but rather staying at home to play with Thomas. And like Antonio, I would be cheating God if I did it less than my best. So for now I intend to cherish my days playing sublimely with my family, living and playing to please my King.